Author: Sarah "Lusor" Spielberg

Time is Up! (Using me as a human being)

A long time ago, political people were actually SELLING ME in a trafficking way to all kinds of people I never even got to know. Working and non-working people were snooping my devices and pretending all kinds of a variety of things for in-person appearances as well as far distant virtual me. It was MUCH EASIER TO DO BEFORE I WAS AN ADULT. It was actually supposed to end by the time I was 15 years old.

Many are pretending too much right now. I can sense it. It helped them decades ago, however now all kinds of things have expired. Working people have retired, investors left the country or moved to sponsor others’ ideas. I NEVER took on a full time management position at any company other than me as a solo digital artist under my own small banner. I mostly consulted and just visited socially with people. All my “real job positions” potentially possible were SOLD OUT to all kinds of people. I must have been really dreaming to think I’d get to know all them! I hear many were young people in their first jobs. Some were long term CEO positions. Many may have pretended I was a distant sister, cousin, daughter even wife! I can’t do this now. I really could not do it well decades ago.

So much time has passed… how many even knew the KEY NAME I was using in the 1970s that helped create paperwork in a variety of cities and countries? I don’t think most know now, if they ever did learn about it. This name here is a legal PEN NAME. It was not a key name I used in the 1970s. I am aware other women have used this name in Los Angeles, CA since the 1970s also. It was one of the names I also used. As a youth, I was able to use a variety of names and met all kinds of people who may have used them also: Men, Women, Trans, Children too.

I’m actually at home a lot these days. I’m older and I do not have many friends. I don’t mind having a quiet life. What is bothering me is that people who have been claiming things may be very frustrated that I do not match their claims. This is not my fault. Let me remind you all that there have been some VERY AMAZING gangsters and mafia people in big cities who have used names I’ve used. THEY are the REAL KEY people. I’m a “child” or “baby” to the big ones. I am not so connected that I can call them or email. We are very separated, very different lives.

What remains is my “influencer” status with people who have known me. I am not a gang leadership person. I am not a leader at a company. Just a local San Diego, California, USA influential person of the 1970s and 80s(during those decades I visited California from Hawaii). I haven’t been active most of my life. I only really got some steam going between 2019 and now because I discovered that I was being snooped, stalked by strangers and I had to figure out what it was they thought was going on. I’ve mostly been just an online presence in text… writings, not even video blogging.

I’ve had a lot of memory loss due to gang attacks when I was a lot younger. People didn’t want me involved in their lives and work. It made sense to me also, not the attacks… just staying away from them and their circles of contacts. The memory loss really messed up my life. I could not influence or be influenced. Too injured. So I’m back doing a mild influencer thing as a pastime. I don’t have big ambitions, no big plans.

WHO AM I? I small town influencer with a presence on the internet. I am not wealthy, not well connected, no workplace job. It’s just a pastime to write.

I’ve already given up most of my life for many others. My body and soul are actually tired too.

Ant Farm

Something to remember about a team of people no matter the size. Each person has a job to do, big or small. If someone gets injured or sick, others fill in. If the sick and injured recover, they are given work to do that they can handle. It could be said that planet Earth is like a big ant farm and we are the ants. There are many of us here. In theory no one has to work really hard if we each do a little something.

Tolerance in Towns

Contracts end, money runs out, staff changes and more. That’s when people shift positions. Some go up, some go down. Some don’t change much. You cannot get angry if someone you are not used to seeing or hearing from takes a walk, starts talking, has a new presence. There are 8 billion people on planet Earth. In theory that’s 8 billion changes waiting to happen. Small, or big and so many things in between.

I admit, some people are NOT NICE and cause trouble. Some are nice and trouble tries to find them. There are enough of us to make the correct adjustments, I humbly suggest.

Thin Sky

I’m watching the news on social media about hurricane Helene and musing about the storm surging that is projected. Then I realize over the past few months there are yet again record breaking storms happening around our planet. Between violent rain storms and floods there are extreme heat waves. How does this compare to past history of the planet and what’s coming in the future? I’m going to save some time and copy/paste some of my own social media posts. They are opinions and observations. Just presenting them for a shared muse.

From Weather Nation,

THE MOON has a gravity pull on the Earth. It is actually MOVING WATER ON IT when it gets close enough. It is actually causing STORMS from the cooling and heating in places due to water movements. It is more complicated, however it gives you AN IDEA why there are surges in water levels.

Maybe I missed this lesson in school while I was “doing other things”. THE MOON IS CHANGING the Earth every second. If what I learned of the major land masses is truth… the gravity holding the moon and the moon’s own gravity from its own spin/path is actually moving the major land masses. In some places it crushes together to form mountains, in other places it is s-t-r-e-t-c-h-e-d out… getting flatter, maybe even lower in elevation. It has caused the actual oceans and sea depths to change. The water itself is pulled and pushed… causing land changes also. Most of it is very slow it takes thousands of years. Major storms change the speed of change temporarily. I learned things over my lifetime anyway.

Earth is getting too hot. This is why we are getting such violent storms everywhere on planet Earth. #opinion #theory If the hottest areas on Earth get hotter over time, likely we’ll continue to get escalating violent storms over the centuries. It won’t matter if the poles lose all their ice or not.

We probably need more vegetation, plants and trees on Earth. Too much of the land is not using the sun’s energy correctly, efficiently. We may have honestly replaced too much of green lands with cement and asphalt. It may have tipped things beyond self-repair on Earth. #opinion Without enough oxygen, it is possible we have compromised the atmosphere itself. The air is NOT AS DENSE and protective of everything under it, in it.

Engineers in #aerospace #engineering could probably remark on the sky’s density now compared to 1950s. Planes and rockets have to fly at high altitudes. Density affects the efficiency of what flies through the air.

Early land explorers used to climb the highest mountains without an oxygen bottle or threat of running out of oxygen during times of extreme stress and exertion. They were likely people in very good shape to begin with, not city slickers on a tour though. It is possible even at mountain peaks the air is thinner than it was 100 years ago.

IF THE SKY IS THINNER than 50 years ago, 100 years ago, 1000 years ago. It may be WHY it is SO EASY* for the MOON to affect the Earth and water itself. The actual combined weight of the air is LESS. Not holding the Earth together like it was. #thin #sky #theory #air #oxygen #density *easier than back in time

Not to scare people… however… current trend of the Earth and Moon relationship could eventually just tear apart the surface of Earth and debatable how it will reset itself. Over 1000s-10,000s of years. “living underground” may work for a time. The lack of humanity on the surface and lack of its living and workspaces could allow for a new build up of oxygen to thicken the sky again and potentially mellow the moon’s damaging pulls and pushes. I have a hunch vegetation will take hold in the exit of humanity. By design it creates oxygen.

Alternatively, we could MAKE CERTAIN THE EARTH HAS BETTER VEGETATION COVERAGE. Even over everything we’ve built. We likely will have to slow the population growth.

Just read that #condensation actually happens sooner with MORE than LESS pressure. Something to think about regarding water, clouds and ice.

I can CONFIRM I felt lighter weight in desert terrain than around rain forests. I actually FELT THE WEIGHT of the sky in the wet tropics. I had trouble breathing the air. I also felt lightheaded far from the tropics after I was used to them like something was missing.

“Land makes human… human takes land. Land overtakes human… it lives again.”

Mugged at Firebaugh

I need public to know that YES I WAS TAKEN TO the town of FIREBAUGH, California as a child and told to help those people. What transpired is that I was MUGGED and I have a feeling they created someone to replace me in society. I looked like one of THEIR OWN people for a while. Maybe long term, I don’t know. I was NEVER a real Mexican or agriculture worker. I do not know if it was a man, woman or child. When I was first told about this IN PERSON, at that town… it looked like they thought I was wealthy and wanted my money. That is not what it was. Someone wanted to leave that town and trade places with me elsewhere. Someone in Chula Vista, CA may have instigated this. I was taken there many times also in my youth and some pretended I was from there. I was not. It is VERY POSSIBLE my identity was already so stolen, I was NOT THE PROPER PERSON to kidnap to Firebaugh to “trade places with”.

Firebaugh, California, USA

What people may not understand is… someone, maybe many… “GOT PROGRAMMED” that I am a Firebaugh person… and I AM NOT. I may have “gotten attached” to them though. Things like this CAN BE DONE POLITELY. It didn’t feel polite, however I do not know what all was going on back then. I was actually very young.

I have a feeling… still… that someone IMPORTANT in Hollywood got mrdrd and to hide it happened, they were swapping all kinds of people around. (early 1970s) It may be why they gave me to Firebaugh… so they could LEARN I was not one of the wealthy, not someone in competition in Hollywood, not really.

Part of this is part of a greater mystery I may never understand or know fully. I may not need to. Just please be aware a lot of things have happened in my life and I likely have swapped with big and small people in a variety of places over time. And I didn’t know what was really going on.

Growing Potatoes

I’m blogging during the process!

Let some red potatoes sprout too much by sitting around outside of the refrigerator. Decided to jump in for real trying to grow my own bunch!

Day 1. This is what I am starting with. (August 31, 2024)

Day 14. I see green leaves starting to sprout.

Day 17. Not dead yet for certain.

Day 21. The largest replanted in its own grow bag.

Okay, I am on my way! This actually looks like the process is working. I’ve read online these take a few months to grow. It is just barely getting into fall and normally you are supposed to start these in early spring. I’ve bought soil from Lowes or Home Depot our local hardware and garden suppliers. Watering every day. We’ve started with very hot summer days and currently transitioning into cooler early fall days. The easy part is done. I do not know if new potatoes will grow or not. This is just the original potatoes sprouting greenery.

Day 30. Transplanted a second plant to new 10 gallon grow bag. Growth is over 12 inches tall, soil added above the root ball which is about in the middle of the fabric pot.

Week 5: First transplanted plant chomped, and a late starter getting transplanted.

This potato was the last planted in soil It was started in the bottom half of a used one gallon water bottle. Wasn’t sure it was going to grow at all! Nice roots, moved it to a 3 gallon fabric pot.
This was the very first plant in its own pot. Something big munched the main stalk. I removed the leaves that were not eaten at all. I have a hunch it was after the potato down in the dirt.

Even if they don’t produce new potatoes that are edible, they are fast growing cute plants! Not beautiful, just cute.

What is in a Debate?

This is for people of all ages!

As I write this, there is a historical debate going on. It is between Kamala Harris a black or Indian woman and Donald Trump very white man*. They are after the highest seat in United States of America politics. I’ve heard the debate is not going well. I watched a couple of minutes… looked great! Here’s why.

They are actually listening to what each other is saying and coming up with their own answers. Some answers may be very old and very repeated, some are not at all, right? What matters is that are NOT matching eye to eye at all, they are very different people.

What may be interesting to some people is that over one hundred years ago… any colored skin person in the United States appeared to be below white people no matter how bad or evil they were. And people KNEW this was a mistake.

It has taken so long for people to make some corrections in the NATURE of this country.

I don’t want to comment on the debate itself. I feel it is wrong to do so. I want to sit back and see what happens. WHO actually gets the Oval Office. Can you imagine? If Kamala wins, this is a complete FLIP of the “old United States”. If Donald wins, I am not certain of our future path. He has demonstrated a very negative attitude from pre-1900s.

What worries me is this is about a top seat, a very important seat. I am not convinced Kamala owns it. Donald may come out above her because of his longer history with people globally. He can connect with the “white world” better than Kamala can. She is a strong force. So is he.

What could happen is she stays in politics one way or another. That would still be a win. If she gets the big office, fine. If she doesn’t fine. If Donald gets is and brings more of the pre-1900s ethos and mentality… the U.S.A. still has some growing to do and may have to run yet more “colored” people toward the presidential seat(s). Not give up, please. The world is round-enough to be including so many colors globally that “white” is almost a minority.

*COLORS??? Oh I feel terrible and not. Humans still need to be able to make associations for negative and positive thinking. We DO still have to speak of history by way of witnessing “whites” and “colors”. These are superficial ways of knowing a person. It does point at DNA and history. Be educated when you think of “look” to help define a person. This is ONLY THE BEGINNING of the conversation about someone. Average knowledge is working off very simple old history. Educated knowledge… is knowing about the individual and who they know and who knows them and WHAT THEY THEMSELVES have done in history. Cool, huh?

I used to be more outspoken in public places about political things… issues, people, places, events. It may disappoint people that I am not back at it. Please note I have been badly attacked by gang members in the past and my jaw is actually not 100% right now. Old injury.

Angry Because People Are Not Sharing Money?

It has been a topic a long time in my life, even before I was old enough to hold currency in my baby hands.

I’ve lost count how many people have come to me asking for money. Here is the misguided information. SOME WERE ASKED TO, JUST TO CONFIRM… that I DO NOT have money to share. Some actually beat me up to “save face” and not be embarrassed. I was very unfairly treated in this regard. MOST really came to me TOO YOUNG and actually expected real money to be handed to them.

What went wrong is I was NOT A GANG LEADER or CHILD OF ONE at the time. Not even in a neighborhood. Forget about being one at a workplace.

Are people doing this to others? Please take a step back and review what you or they are doing. You may have gone to people who actually DO NOT HAVE MONEY. Maybe someone sent you to just meet the person as a FUTURE CONTACT or one TO AVOID.

There are MANY REASONS people are sent to each other. Maybe you should OPEN A CONVERSATION? Not just ask for money? Not walk up to them with your own expectations?

Not everyone WILLING TO CHAT has money to share. Not everyone unwilling to chat is hiding money.

Are seekers, on foot… looking for money… doing the correct thing? NO. Here in the United States of America you are NOT SUPPOSED TO APPROACH STRANGERS just being themselves in public to seek money from them. This is considered harassment and a way to be arrested, even deported if you are from another country. Many people just walk away and politely say, “No.” or say nothing. Please don’t follow them.

a Mike is a Mike?

I’ve been having to contend with, live with being someone else most of my life. I want to note something that happened in my very early life. “a Mike” planned to be me in Hollywood. It looks like I swapped places with his peoples many times very early in the 1970s-80s. Then it looked like people were not certain what to do with me. I have a feeling this happened and I humbly suggest people leave me in peace and seek out bigger people for IN PERSON NEEDS and WANTS.

I am actually a very diminished person who is not allowed to do much in society. I do not have a large pool of contacts to help me get around. There are people keeping their eyes out for me, however they are limited and that’s likely why I can’t do more than an average person these days. For a while I appear to have taken the paths… trafficked paths… that others have done, so their contacts got me around. I can’t keep doing this. The main reason is I am retired on a limited income. I am NOT ABLE to grow new wealth by myself or teamed with others.

Please remember… my lack of wealth and connections means SOMEONE ELSE, perhaps MANY… DO have good connections and money.