Not a Ukrainian

Hello all, I know Ukrainians have come to the U.S. over the decades and needed help. I may have even been asked to “stand in” for one or more of them. But it wasn’t a good idea to continue to do this with me and my body. I GOT UKRAINIAN hits put upon me. It looked like I was causing people grief from “my marching orders”. NOT FAIR AT ALL. I was not even spoken to much about their lives. In my childhood I may have been VERY CONFUSED why people claiming to be Ukrainian WERE HARMING ME. Some say they were trying to extort money by threatening even to kll me. PLEASE DON’T EVER DO THIS AGAIN. I am not actually one of your peoples. All the damage to my body and life has NOT BE FAIRLY, JUSTLY… given to me.

As a child I wanted to help people. No one was REQUIRED to listen to me(unless their own people did this–I didn’t). I’ve never been under contract as a spokesperson or even “hired leadership”–which is actually more an INDIA thing… a group of people HIRE a leader. In the U.S. we VOTE for them, or that’s how it is supposed to go. But that HIRED LEADERSHIP is supposed to be protected! Not left out for anyone to visit and injure just because they had a bad day or were on drugs and ended up at the wrong address begging for money.

Please, in this world of “gender associations”.. can people accept “group associations”? I actually associate MORE with Hawaii people and Yugoslavians who are not wealthy. I have a decent mind, but I and my family were not protected enough over the decades so we couldn’t get wealthy. Without enough wealth, we really cannot help others with money. We can only be nice and try to help others spiritually.

I believe in the 1970s some Hawaii(?) and California(?) people.. possibly even from out of country hired Ukrainians and Koreans to “copy me”. However, I was NEVER given money to pay people. Mafia and gangs stole monies from my family before we made any significant money even in normal, legal ways.

I shouldn’t be so isolated and without contacts, but it may be because many moved on because I was so attacked and robbed throughout my life. Not possible to protect me enough. I wanted to have a normal-ish life, out in public with other people. So I can’t have a lot of money to my name. I can’t even have auto-payments for fear someone may kll me for them.

Long ago, some people may have been snooped and PRETENDED my whole family was Ukrainian. I think more than one relative was an adopted Ukrainian. It looks like was also given some Ukrainian grandparents, but they were poor people. It didn’t make me Ukrainian. All these years it wasn’t on my mind at all who I was connected to. But these days I realize HOW IMPORTANT it is to recognize what may have been misunderstood.

It appears my main “job” for a larger group of people ended up being to help them understand U.S. citizens and English speakers. I didn’t have to be a part of Hollywood to do this, but it may have carried my ideas further than if I just wrote things online. “False relatives” in Los Angeles and Honolulu may have called me Ukrainian, Indian even Korean and other things. The trouble was though… they often appeared CRIMINAL and want to steal money from me, not help me with a job or career! Please be aware they may still exist.